My dreams amongst the seizures would be very vivid and intense, most often very short snipets with intense fear, easily identifiable as dreams by the basic laws of physics being violated (somewhat like very brief scenes from "Nightmare On Elm Street" with no rhyme or reason (very brief ones in seizures while awake, often would be like snipets of the "Carnival Of Souls" (1962)(not the lousy 1998 remake LOL))). I could delay additional seizures by staying awake when I was younger, but when I would finally doze off again, the cluster seizures would start again, from weak to strong in a couple, to a few, hours, then stronger seizures during the next day or so even while awake. I believe the warnings were specific minor simple partial seizures similar to aura. What if it does happen and nobody is around? I have only had one confirmed seizure and that was after taking Benadryl, which I am no longer allowed to take for the very same reason.īefore my 50's, warnings of impending clusters of seizures would occur just as I would start to doze off for a nap, or for my night's sleep. I am afraid of driving, of going to the store, and even being home alone. My question is, has anybody had any sort of aura (if that is what you want to call it) like this? Where they dream they are going to have a seizure somewhere, and a day or so later acutally HAVE the seizure? This has never EVER happend to me before and I am quite afraid now. The only thing that was strange was the guard, as it is a small pharmacy and they have no need for a guard. The parking lot, bus stop, roads, and even the aisles in the store were almost a 100% correct match to the pharmacy down the road where I usually go. My dreams almost never make sense, so when they do it scares me. The part that scared me most was not the seizure, but the fact that everything was so real. When I hit the ground I woke up, and I knew that in my dream I had a tonic-clonic seizure (or is it secondarily generalized seizure?). As I hit the ground I remember thinking "this is it". Just a few seconds later I fell and eveything was in slow motion, but I knew I didn't trip on anything. I couldn't go, so I turned around to walk towards the bus stop with my friend and I just had this feeling that something was going to happen in the next few minutes. Do you have seizures?" I said "no" because my friend was there, but the guard wanted me to go to the hospital. The guard looked at me and said "he only does this when someone is about to have a seizure. He jumped and put his paws on my shoulders, looked into my eyes, and started licking me. I thought the guard was going to think I had stolen something, but the dog was barking and whining. When we exited the building there was a guard there with a dog and the dog just jumped on me. Well, we went inside the store, got our stuff, and walked, out, me going slower and slower. Of course I never told my friend because I didn't want to seem crazy in case nothing ever did happen. Inside my head I was scared because I had the feeling I was going to have a seizure, even though I have never had anything like that happen. Not tired, but heavy, and I was having a hard time keeping up, physically and mentally. I remember my friend kept looking at me weird and asking what was wrong because I would keep asking the same questions over and over because I kept forgetting the answers. We were down by the pharmacy and I had the impression that I had been feeling off the whole day, not just at the store. Last night I dreamed I was hanging out with one of my friends. Hi all! I had a very alarming dream last night and I thought I would share it here.
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